What I Know About The Attacks of 9/11

I know that it was INSANE and ruthless. Now that I'm trying to explain it I don't really know how to. I know that the middle east (Al Qaeda?) was in charge for it and it took a very long time to find Osama Bin Laden and Sadam Hussein and kill them. Last year was the first time the event actually hit me. I mean I was hurt by it and I was aware of it but last year I allowed myself to look up dozens of videos, interviews and pictures and I was the reality finally dawned on me. It took 10 years but then again I was only 6 when it happened. I remember that day though. I woke up and wondered why I wasn't woken up to go to school and when I walked into the living room my grandma and grandpa were just standing in front of the TV just staring at it. I remember seeing the TV but not comprehending what was going on even though they explained it to me. Now throughout the year I still watch videos and allow myself to grieve, now that I am old enough and realize the effect. It's so terrible and I can't imagine (again, since I was only 6) all of the terror the country developed the moment all he chaos emerged. In a way I wish I was older when it happened. It sounds weird but if I was older then I could've known what it was like in the moment and not be impacted 10 years later even though the hurt would still be present either way.