I am very happy that it is FRIDAY! I'm really tired, and I need to catch up on sleep! And today is just a super easy day because last hour we worked in the computer lab, this hour is always just fun, next hour I'm a TA and we will just be in the computer lab, we took a quiz in math yesterday so today in 4th hour we won't be doing anything new, after lunch I direct the theatre 3-4 class and today will be simple in there, and then in 7th hour we are going to a presentation. Yay! First hour already went by extremely fast so hopefully that was foreshadowing the whole day. Then I hope I get to go somewhere yummy for dinner! Then I think I might go to my cousins this weekend and I'm not sure what else. I want to drive my car and go get job applications or something haha. I really want a job before November. Then in December I can buy Will and myself plane tickets to Hawaii for summer. Good stuff. Blahblahblah. :)

What I Will Make My Kids Do

If I have kids I don't know what I would make them do against their will. Hopefully they will just be raised right to where they will be willing to anything without complaining. But then again, if I have to make my kids to something that most kids don't like doing, I hope I am a parent who makes things fun to do and exciting. Especially when they're really little and you have to act really obnoxious and make the littlest things into games to make them seem fun. I realize I didn't answer the initial question, but I don't have an answer so oh well haha.

My dream WILL come true!!

So Will and I are about to be famous. Hahahaha. We already have a lot of views on our ''Couples Tag'' video, and there will be a lot of views on the ''Boyfriend Does My Makeup Tag'' video once I put it up but THEN I had such a lovely idea last night. So the new Korean pop sensation, PSY's song Gangnam Style is obviously extremely popular. Ellen DeGeneres just started her 10th season and she LOVES that song and she told her viewers so send dancing videos to her with that song. Ellen is my freaking IDOL and it has always been my dream to be on her show and dance with her and/or be a red carpet corespondant for her.  So it clicked! DUHH! Will and I need to make a video dancing to it and send it to Ellen and then my dream could come true! Not only that, my life would be complete, it would be SO fun, it would be the coolest memory EVER, and I would be the happiest person ever. So yeah, you'll see me on Ellen soon. ;)

My Weekend

So since we had a specific post yesterday, I will blog about my weekend today! On Saturday I didn't do anything until about 7 in the evening. My mom and I went to dinner and then she said she had an urge to go spend money because she hadn't done so all day. Sooo we went to Walmart for over an hour and got a whole bunch of stuff and she felt better hahaha. I thought it was funny how she wanted to spend money but whatever, we got useful things. :) Then on Sunday my mom and I went to the DV airport for breakfast and then headed off towards Scottsdale to look at potential future apartments for me! But the car broke down and we were stuck in a parking lot for an hour, so we didn't see any apartments. Then Sunday night, I got all nice and dressed up, got picked up by a fancy Will and we went to The Arizona Broadway Theatre! We saw The Odd Couple and it was great! The food was awesome as well. It was a cute little date and we really enjoyed ourselves. :)

What I do when I get dissapointed.

When I get disappointed, I tend to get over it quickly. But in the brief moments of my disappointment I get quiet and obviously upset. I like to keep to myself and then complain afterwards haha. But I get over it and then I realize I have too good of a life to be upset over stupid things. And I usually don't get disappointed because I tend not to have expectations for anything. I am just dull like that hahaha. But it works! The less I expect, the less I get disappointed and I don't have to waste my time being sad over something stupid that isn't even worth it.

Have I Made A Resume?

I made a fake resume my sophomore year. It was really bad though because I didn't have anything to put on it. If I were to update it now, I'd really only have one thing but I guess it's a really good thing to have on a resume. I was inducted into the International Thespian Society in April and apparently, it is something impressive to have under your belt. I guess we will see how useful that is in the future haha. I might start interning for some wedding cinematographers soon so I think that would look cool on a resume. And I really want to get a job by November, so I should probably make a new resume. Thanks for the reminder haha.






anyway... It's Friday. Woot. :)

I am so glad this week went by fast. I don't know why I wanted to get it over with, but I'm happy I did haha. I'm also glad that it's almost October because it's the best month ever. And it's my birthmonth (that's not why it's my favorite though). I just want to graduate and go to Hawaii with Will and move on with life because life is super exciting! I'm not pushing for the year to be over tooooo quick though because I want to breathe a little during senior year and take it all in and live in the moment. But then again, I've been in school for like a billion years and I'm kind of ready to just go on with life hahaha. I can't wait to see where I go in life. :)

YAY!

I had a very long talk with my mom yesterday. We talked about really important things that the two of us usually shy away from so it was a nice time! :)
Today, Will is coming over after school! We're going to but tickets at the Arizona Broadway Theatre's showing of The Odd Couple! We're going to get tickets for this weekend, so we're super excited. Then we're going to eat together (yay) and then we're going to make another video. On Tuesday when he came over, we did a video called ''Couples Tag'' which I started (and it's hilarious so far) where we answered a bunch of questions about each other and about us being a couple. Today, we're making another popular video tag called ''Boyfriend Does My Makeup'' which is self explanitory. That should be interesting. :)

A Time I Told What Was On My Mind

   I actually told what was on my mind yesterday. Well I do a lot, but I spoke about something that I thought might be risky.

   I really want to lose weight and make my body look nicer so I really wanted to talk to my boyfriend Will about it. I told him a few days ago but we didn't have a conversation about it until last night. I was hesitant to actually explain because I didn't want him to think I was ''talking bad'' about myself like calling myself fat and I didn't want him to think I was just bringing it up for attention. Every once in a while I'll say something bad about myself and even if I'm joking around, it upsets him so I understand why he would think I wasn't serious.

   But I brought it up and told him my game plan, about how I want to actually set up goals. For example, by January I want a flatter and more tone stomach, by January I want my legs to be thinner and tone, and by February I want my arms toned so that by March, I look a lot nicer and presentable!:) I told him I really want to be able to look at myself and actually like what I am looking at, and I also told him I want HIM to look at me and think I look nicer too. :)

   He liked my idea and he didn't get annoyed and he didn't assume that I was just trying to call myself fat ( because I know I'm not ). He said he will help me stay motivated and he also said he would come work out with me sometimes. So I think speaking my mind (in a mature way, without joking around about my jigglyness haha) was worth it, especially if I do meet my goals!

Tuesday!

      So today is Tuesday! Woop woop. Hopefully we can actually continue/finish filming today! And if not then oh well... it's just that I have been dressing nice for the past two weeks in case we were filming the part that Kodi and I will be in, hahaha. :) But I guess it has been beneficial because otherwise, I would have been dressing all lazy and not doing my hair and make up these past weeks haha.
     Today I'm going to pick up Will from his rehearsal, go out to dinner, and then go to my grandmas. We will be doing a video called ''Couples Tag''! Basically, it is a video with a dating couple (obviously) and they answer a bunch of questions about each other and about being a couple. I've seen it on YouTube  for a while now and Will and I are excited to do it ourselves now. :) Yaaaaay! I'm hungry. Bye.

How I Deal With Difficult Issues

WELL... When I have to deal with issues, I tend to go through a little process. Usually I get upset, then over think it, then realize how dumb I probably am for getting upset. I usually have to remind myself that I am fortunate to live the life that I do and I should just be thankful that I'm alive. I ALWAYS tell myself that someone has it so much worse than me. I can't really complain or call anything ''difficult'' while people are dying of terrible diseases, being tortured, being abused, having no food and no place to live... I have no room to complain and neither do 99% of the people constantly complaining on Facebook from an iPhone about how their lives suck. No way Jose.

FIGHT SONG

Yeah I know the fight song! Well I know what it is and I can hear the band doing it in my head.
I know the first line is- Deer Valley Skyhwaks we believe in you.... and then I can only immitate the band after that. hahaha. My boyfriend Will knows the whole thing... da da da daa daa daa daa dum dum dum. Yep! That's all I can do.

Last Trip

My last trip outside of Phoenix was to Hawai'i! I went to visit my family in June and I was there for about 3 weeks. Naturally, we did a lot of things since Hawai'i is fun. It was my 3rd time there but luckily we stayed away from things we have already done to experience new things! Besides going to a bunch of beaches here are some other things we did with some pictures! :)

We went on a really scary and slippery hike to Manoa Falls-


We went on another hike too, which had a view of a lighthouse. :)


We went to the Polynesian Cultural Center which oddly was my favorite thing. :)


I had a picnic across the street fom my cousins at a Japanese Temple-



We did a lot more but I can't wait to go back next summer and take Will! :)

W E D N E S D A Y

I have no idea what to talk about. Like, at all. Oh I know...it's my dads birthday! I hope my grandma will come down from Black Canyon City for a birthday dinner. :) She did last year and we went to Olive Garden. :) Ummm... My birthday is almost here too. In a like a month and a week. I'll be 18...yay? haha.
I want to go to the fair with Will for my birthday...and Homecoming is the weekend of my birthday. So hmmmm! We'll probably still end up going to both haha. I also want to go to the Old Spaghetti Factory for my birthday. So we will see how that all goes. It's weird to think that I'm a senior. My mom is moving to Hawaii soon so I will be moving out and to Scottsdale for college. All weekend she was talking about what furniture I could take and all that. She already assumes I will be living with Will... which is good I guess cause then I don't have to like ask or feel weird about telling her I want to live with him. But she's cool with it so we will see how that goes, too! Fun stuff bro. Senior year bro. Yay bro.

What I Know About The Attacks of 9/11

I know that it was INSANE and ruthless. Now that I'm trying to explain it I don't really know how to. I know that the middle east (Al Qaeda?) was in charge for it and it took a very long time to find Osama Bin Laden and Sadam Hussein and kill them. Last year was the first time the event actually hit me. I mean I was hurt by it and I was aware of it but last year I allowed myself to look up dozens of videos, interviews and pictures and I was the reality finally dawned on me. It took 10 years but then again I was only 6 when it happened. I remember that day though. I woke up and wondered why I wasn't woken up to go to school and when I walked into the living room my grandma and grandpa were just standing in front of the TV just staring at it. I remember seeing the TV but not comprehending what was going on even though they explained it to me. Now throughout the year I still watch videos and allow myself to grieve, now that I am old enough and realize the effect. It's so terrible and I can't imagine (again, since I was only 6) all of the terror the country developed the moment all he chaos emerged. In a way I wish I was older when it happened. It sounds weird but if I was older then I could've known what it was like in the moment and not be impacted 10 years later even though the hurt would still be present either way.

My Weekend

So over the weekend I did a lot of driving in my new car! I feel like I drove forever though. I ended up driving to downtown Glendale to donate some stuffed animals to the Glendale Fire Department. It was such a cute donation because what they do is gather all of the animals and store them in their fire trucks and if they go to a call involving kids, they can comfort them with an animal! :)

Soooo yeah I drove so much haha. It was pretty interesting and I actually feel like a teenager now haha. Its about time, considering that I'll be 18 next month. It's soooo weird! I feel like I should still be 14. I'm excited about the future though! Life is so exciting. :)

I got my first car!

I know I already wrote about buying my first day, but now it's actually home! It had to be in the shop but I got it Wednesday night. It's so cute and I got to show Will yesterday. :) I like it a lot!

So I really want to get into photography. I'm in love with videography which is why I am in here and what I want to as a career but I think photography would be suuuper cool and a really good thing to do on the side. So I might as well get into now-ish. :) I'm looking at like weeding photography portfolios, which would be super fun. And if I'm still with Will I can do food photography, design his menus and make commercials for his restaurant! Doesn't that work out great? And if we wanna get super creative I can produce him a cooking show. That'd be so fun. :) Life is exciting!!

Discipline could mean a lot of things. I take it as a set up structure for yourself. I also take it as the morals and standards you have for yourself. If you don't have discipline its really easy for you to slip and start getting off track of life or just simple goals you have set yourself to.

Weeee!

So yesterday.....

 I BOUGHT MY FIRST CAR!

Well my mom bought it, but still... it's my first car. :)

It's pretty exciting and I should have it home tomorrow or Friday cause its in te shop getting its air conditioning fixed. Then it's all mine! Yay!

I really wish I had my lisence though... I won't have it until December cause I just got my permit in June. But that can be like my Christmas present ro myself I guess haha.
Yaaaaay!

Weekend

Sooo it was a 3 day weekend. Obviously.

So Friday night I took WIll out to Le Chalet for dessert. We had a strawberry chocolate ganache crepe, and we got chocolate fondue which had strawberries, apples, cream puffs and brownies! It was soooo good. :)  Then we spent two hours in Walmart just walking around looking for snuggies hahaha.

Saturday wasn't too exciting. Will came over for dinner and we sat around wondering what to so forever and we never did anything. Typical. :)

Sunday I saw my dad for the first time in like a month. We went out to lunch and then I went to his house for like 25 minutes before he got called into work. He's going through a lot with his stupid girlfriend so thats all he talked about sooo it wasn't a very happy time. But then Will came over and we made a ''welcome home'' sign for my mom cause she came back from Hawaii that night! :)

Yesterday I spent the day with my mom. We went to Chipotle for lunch and then afterwards we went to Barnes and Noble. We had lotsa fun in there, maybe too much fun for being in a library. Then we went home and started putting together our apartment since we moved 2 weeks ago but never really unpacked. Then we went to Panda Express for dinner. :)

blahblahblah yay.