LAST 2012 POST!

And NO it's not because of the stupid end of the world thing tomorrow. It's obviously because this is the last day of Media Productions before break! First semester went by super fast! Kinda....then again it was kinda slow. But oh well. I had an AWESOME idea of what I can do in here 2nd semester so I'm super excited about it but I'm too lazy to write it. Basically I wanna make a ''DV promo video'' for incoming freshman about clubs and classes for the middle school can show future freshman. And I won't blabber about it. But cool idea, yeah? Super. :) So I guess I will keep this one short and sweet and I hope everyone has a Merry Christmas and a happy new year!!! <3 <3 <3

Ramble Ramble..

It's so coooold! But the classroom is warm and cozy. :) I find that amusing because at the beginning of the year when it was freakishly hot outside, this class was freezing hahaha. Yep.  Anywaaaay.
Yesterday Will and I went to Paradise Bakery Cafe yesterday for the first time! He's had cookies from there before but has never gotten like food and same with me. So he got a Cuban chicken panini, I got a tomato mozzarella panini and we shared a cup of soup. Then before we left he got a peppermint mocha latte, and I got hot chocolate! Then we went to his house and made a ''Graduation Bucket List'' of things we want to do through second semester before graduation. Obviously. :) Then we're also making a ''2013 food list'' of places we like to eat, and places we haven't been to and every time we go to one of the places for the next year we are going to check it off. It sounds cool to be like a document f our food trips for the year and also helpful because a lot of times we have no idea where to go eat.

I'm excited for Christmas! :) but not working over break. hopefully I don't have to work terribly long shifts. But don't get me wrong, I do loooove the money! I just hate closing. Speaking of closing, I close tonight with my favorite person at work and my least favorite! Sooo I'm not sure what to expect. But its the psycho chick I was talking about and since the mall is on holiday hours now, and it closes at 10pm, I probably won't be getting home until like 12 and that is NOT right. That is so wrong for so many reasons. If I wasn't still in high school this might not be a problem but since I am, it is! And I have finals tomorrow! Grrrr.

How do my blogs end up being so long?! hahaha whooopss!

Senior Year- Half Way Over!!!

The fact that I onlt have about 5 months left of high school still hasn't hit me. After years of knowing all of these people, some since elementary even, I'm like never going to see any of them ever again. I'm pretty okay with that hahaha. But it's so crazy! Where has my life gone? Haha. I love high school and I'm going to miss it a lot, but I am SO excited to leave. :) I'm excited to see where life takes me! I want to travel and do so many fun things and I want to just have fun. High school has given me great memories and I feel lucky to have had such a simple time. Some people hate high school, take it for granted, waste it away, and let it fly by but I cherish it and I liked my time here. :) WOOOOO but I still have 5 months. Last year I was so sick of junior year and was ready to graduate then, but this year is a little better and I'm taking it a bit slower. I'll miss it, but not tooooo too too bad. ;)

Sandy Hook

I can't stop thinking about the Sandy Hook tragedy. I wish I could go there and give all the students like teddy bears and stuff. I really want to hug all of them. It's so so so sad... But it made me realize how much I want to be involved with helping in those situations. I now want to do crisis volunteering! I've wanted to before, but not as bad as I'd like to know. I realize that little things help and those little things are probably needed. I want to do on scene crisis volunteering for things like house fires, homicides, domestic violence, etc.. Anything to where I can go and give hugs, snacks, blankets, water, and/or toys if children are involved. I started looking into it yesterday and it said you have to be 21! :( I'm sure I can find something similar thought to do until then. :))

What I Like Best About the Christmas Holidays.

I LOVEEEEE buying and giving presents. I love it so much! I don't know why, but I just really love getting things for people and I'm a good gift giver. :) I'm not going to give examples of this years presents because Will might decide to stalk my blog and see what I got him >:). I also like the small remainder of houses that still put up Christmas lights. Neighborhoods seem so dead and its sad. I want to find a really spirited neighborhood cause growing up with my parents still together, we spent a whole month putting up lights! That was our thing. So it makes me happy when houses still go all out:) Ooooh and the FOOD! I love food allll the time but the holidays make it more acceptable to pig out, which I love. >:) I'm so happy Will is staying for Christmas because although we've been together for 2 years, we have never been in the same state on Christmas and deep down it kind of made me sad cause all I would see is happy couples every year and you're supposed to spend the holidays with your lovers not miss them! So this year I won't have to miss him! :) yayayay!

MERP MERP.

It's coooolld! Again. But anywayy... I want it to be break already. And I think Will is staying here for break! He always goes to his dads for winter, spring and some of summer break but this year he has a job now and he has to do some things for AcaDeca... I feel bad cause I know even though he's not showing it, he's probably sad because it'll be his first Christmas without his dad in a looooong time.. or maybe ever? I don't know. It makes me kind of sad. BUT it also makes me really happy because it'll be our first Christmas together!!! :) Like our 3rd Christmas as a couple, but first Christmas like together..like physically and in the same state haha. Yay! I'll make sure he has an AMAZING Christmas!!! Yayayay:) Oh and maybe he can finally meet my dads side of the family. Muahahaha that'd be fun. :) Ugh I just hope I don't have to work on Christmas Eve.. and if I do, I hope I can get out before 4.. I'll be soo sad if I can't because Christmas Eve night is like really important to my mom and I. So yeah. I'm excited for Will to be here though! yayayay :)

FINALS

Now that I know I don't have to do the car scene it really lifts a weight off of me haha. I was going to do it and I had a really good idea and I was excited for it, but with work I kind of had no time. Sooo I'm relieved but if I have spare time, I'm planning on doing it anyway. I just feel better knowing it won't hurt my grade. WOO! And I'm so so so excited because I got my schedule changed for next semester and now I'll only have 6 classes!

Merp.

I have so many cookies and I'm trying so hard no to snack on them because 1, they are for my cast.. and 2, I am trying to be healthy! haha. I'm really getting good at eating well and I think it's starting to show. :) slowly but surely I will be all nice and fit and I'll be happier with my appearance. WOO! Haha. So last night I didn't get off of work until 11! Thank goodness I wasn't working with that psycho again or I would have gotten out at like 12:30. I'm so glad I don't have to work with her this week especially now that the mall hours are extended. And I have tomorrow and Thursday off of work so yay! Tomorrow is my one act that I directed and then Thursday I wanna get my license!!!! Then I sadly work AND close on Friday and Saturday and then Sunday is my family holiday party that I look forward to every year. And then senior year is half way done and high school is coming to an end! Ahhh!!

My nose is froze!!

Arizona's weather is as indecisive as I am. It wants to be warm, then not as warm but then the next day be freezing then back to really warm again. How annoying. But I'm glad I live here and not somewhere where it snows and/or you have to wear like 20 pounds of warm clothes. But I'm really cold haha.

So I hope Kodi, Anthony, Jonah and I are all going to be able to hang out the same day to film our final. It'll be really fun buuut I have so much to do and all of us but Kodi have jobs, so this might be difficult figuring out when we can all get together. The only days I have off are Wednesday and Thursday, but Wednesday is my one act show that I directed, and I was planning on getting my liscense on Thurday. But I can always get my liscense but I can't always just do a final so maybe we can film then. Aren't I so nice? I'm a good student. :) haha

I Work With A Psycho

So I'm still new to the working world and although I like having a job, I don't know if I like the job itself....especially with this ''new'' girl...haha.

So the mall closes at 9 and closing the Mrs. Feilds/Pretzelmaker store itself should be done at 9:30 because that's the latest people are scheduled to work and it shouldn't take any longer than that to clean and close, right? Plus that's perfect for me still being a high school student and it's a good time to get off work because it's not too late. So tell me why I didn't get home until 11 last night. BECAUSE I WORK WITH A PSYCHO NOW. THAT'S WHY. Oh my goodness there is this new chick at work and she started maybe 3 weeks ago. But the thing is, she used to work there 7 years ago and now she's back and she thinks she is the H.B.I.C and if you don't know what that is, look it up because this blog page is for school and I don't want to say it and get in trouble haha. But since she did work there for 2 years she is a full time shift leader already yet she's still learning JUST as much as me! This wouldn't be that much of a problem if she wasn't so rude and bossy. She is taking this job WAY too seriously and yeah I understand running a nice business and having a nice reputation but common, it's a freaking pretzelplace! If you wanna get all crazy about a job at least do it in a nice renowned career. But a mall pretzel place? NO. CALM DOWN. She made checklists and made us initial what we did so ''the right person can get in trouble'' and check 4 TIMES that the checklist was correct and making sure the things were still done. HOW WOULD THEY GET UN-DONE?! And I had to mop TWICE because the first time I left soap streaks....And we had to SCRUB CORNERS AND CREASES?!?! WHAT?! Ugh it was so crazy... I can't even explain the rest. It was honestly too much. Like the owner has us scheduled to work 30 minutes after the mall closes because cleaning and closing our store should ONLY take 30 minutes! NOT AND HOUR AND A HALF. And like I said, I understand that keeping a nice clean store is important BUT she is taking ''cray cray'' to an all new level.

I'm so glad the week is almost over! But I'm not really looking forward to working/closing tonight and tomorrow night. BUT my paycheck is going to be SOOO niiiicee next week, so I guess it's worth it. :) But anyway I'm glad the week is almost over because I've been waiting for Saturday for a long time because something exciting is happening! I'm going with Will and his mom to his grandparents house for a Christmas/Birthday party thing for his grandpa! I've met them once but it was only for like 5 minutes so I don't really count it. So I'm excited! They actually invited me too, so it's not like Will is just bringing me along just because. So yeah, I don't know why I'm so excited but I am and I even requested to work any day but Saturday so I could go. That's why I worked so much this week...just for Will. :)

SO the callback list for the musical was put up lat night and I did not get a callback. This is either VERY good or VERY bad. That's because you can still be casted if you don't get a call back. I also put that I only put one role that I wanted and it wasn't a lead, and callbacks are mainly for leads so hopefully Mrs. Bell wants me for sure for the role I want and I don't need a callback. Either that or she doesn't want me at all and I get no callback or a role! hahaha. I'm going to have a terrible second half of senior year if I don't get the part. The first half kind of already sucked after getting NO role in the fall play, but I'll be 10 times more sad if I'm not in the musical either. But anyway... I think I'm done talking. haha. Oh and I saw Coach Larsens son before they left at the beginning or 2nd hour and he was sooo cute! Just thought I'd put that in here. :)

Finals

I am very excited to do this final because Kodi and I are going to reunite with Anthony and Jonah!! We all had soooo much fun doing the final together last year and worked very well together! And even though Jonah moved and Anthony isn't in this class this year, Kodi and I really want to get the crew back together for this green screen/car final! It's going to be really funny and I think we got it planned out. We're going to be on a road trip, and then like an hour into the drive the radio breaks and noone has their ipod. So then we all go crazy and start singing and then irrating each other and it's a terribly annoying drive. I think it'll be really funny especially since we probably will start irritatating each other hahaha. Yay!

Today is MUSICAL AUDITIONS!! I'm so excited! I've been waiting for this since August so I am READY! I really really really really really hope I get the part as Dulcie. It's not even a lead so it's really not that big of a deal to give me that part and I deserve it! GGRRR! hahaha. I've been trying too hard to fit in in theatre, be liked in theatre, and get good roles and if I could just get this role it'll be worth it! If I don't I can't even fathom how utterly upset I will be if I don't get this part. My senior year will literally ruined since the first half was messed up from getting NO role in the fall play. I will be SOOOO sad. Noone would appreciate the role as much as I would, noone would dedicate themselves as much and noone would love it as much as I would. It's one thing that will either make or break my senior year, so I'm ready to give all I got in my auditions today. Wish me luck!