A Time I Told What Was On My Mind

   I actually told what was on my mind yesterday. Well I do a lot, but I spoke about something that I thought might be risky.

   I really want to lose weight and make my body look nicer so I really wanted to talk to my boyfriend Will about it. I told him a few days ago but we didn't have a conversation about it until last night. I was hesitant to actually explain because I didn't want him to think I was ''talking bad'' about myself like calling myself fat and I didn't want him to think I was just bringing it up for attention. Every once in a while I'll say something bad about myself and even if I'm joking around, it upsets him so I understand why he would think I wasn't serious.

   But I brought it up and told him my game plan, about how I want to actually set up goals. For example, by January I want a flatter and more tone stomach, by January I want my legs to be thinner and tone, and by February I want my arms toned so that by March, I look a lot nicer and presentable!:) I told him I really want to be able to look at myself and actually like what I am looking at, and I also told him I want HIM to look at me and think I look nicer too. :)

   He liked my idea and he didn't get annoyed and he didn't assume that I was just trying to call myself fat ( because I know I'm not ). He said he will help me stay motivated and he also said he would come work out with me sometimes. So I think speaking my mind (in a mature way, without joking around about my jigglyness haha) was worth it, especially if I do meet my goals!