Things happening lately? Well... I've been having panic attacks everyday for the past week so that's no fun. I have really bad anxiety and with auditions for the fall play is not a nice combination. Luckily I found out if I got a part today so I can stop freaking out.
Other than that I've been missing my cousin Jake a lot. Well he's not really my cousin, but it's easier than saying my moms boyfriends nephew. He's pretty much my best friend. We only met 2 summers ago and we instantly became the best of friends which is rare for me because usually I have the worst time getting along with people. But we're like long lost twins and I love him to death. He lives in Hawaii and I only get to see him once a year, twice if I'm lucky. Every time I get to see him we become closer and closer and the times keep getting better. We laugh about literally everything.
Over the summer I flew to Hawaii by myself to visit and stay with my family over there. Me and Jake were inseparable the whole 3 weeks. The most we went without interacting and laughing was when we were asleep which we didn't do a lot of. Then after staying with him for 2 weeks him and his brother Dominic flew back to AZ with me, then we all went on a big family cruise. I didn't get sick of Jake one single time the whole 3 weeks which is a good sign cause I'm an only child and cherish alone time but I don't think anyone could get sick of him. It was the most amazing time of my life. So it was pretty hard saying goodbye after all of that time, all the laughs, memories and everything. Now it's no fun without him and it's almost been a whole month since he's been home but it's weird not being around someone that you lived with, bonded, and did everything with for a full 3 weeks.
I realize this is very irrelevant but I really miss Jake and my other family today so all this just poured out. That was very unintentional...so sorry. haha.

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