GUESS WHAAAAT?!

I got a part in the fall play. Yiiippppeeee.
I really have no idea what to say.
At alllll. 
And I'm not really in a talky mood. 
so yeah.
bye. 

ranting and such. wooooo.

Things happening lately? Well... I've been having panic attacks everyday for the past week so that's no fun. I have really bad anxiety and with auditions for the fall play is not a nice combination. Luckily I found out if I got a part today so I can stop freaking out.

Other than that I've been missing my cousin Jake a lot. Well he's not really my cousin, but it's easier than saying my moms boyfriends nephew. He's pretty much my best friend. We only met 2 summers ago and we instantly became the best of friends which is rare for me because usually I have the worst time getting along with people. But we're like long lost twins and I love him to death. He lives in Hawaii and I only get to see him once a year, twice if I'm lucky. Every time I get to see him we become closer and closer and the times keep getting better. We laugh about literally everything. 

Over the summer I flew to Hawaii by myself to visit and stay with my family over there. Me and Jake were inseparable the whole 3 weeks. The most we went without interacting and laughing was when we were asleep which we didn't do a lot of. Then after staying with him for 2 weeks him and his brother Dominic flew back to AZ with me, then we all went on a big family cruise. I didn't get sick of Jake one single time the whole 3 weeks which is a good sign cause I'm an only child and cherish alone time but I don't think anyone could get sick of him. It was the most amazing time of my life. So it was pretty hard saying goodbye after all of that time, all the laughs, memories and everything. Now it's no fun without him and it's almost been a whole month since he's been home but it's weird not being around someone that you lived with, bonded, and did everything with for a full 3 weeks.

I realize this is very irrelevant but I really miss Jake and my other family today so all this just poured out. That was very unintentional...so sorry. haha.

Career Goals.

Sadly I'm a very indecisive girl and I'm not exactly sure what I want to be when I grow up. I want to be literally almost everything. Thankfully, within the past year I think I've at least narrowed down my paths. I either want to go into media production - video editing and/or directing- or something involving forensic science - like an arson or homicide detective. Those are the 2 main things that have really interested me and that I think I'd enjoy the most. I equally like both ideas, and maybe there's be a posibility to somehow mix those 2 jobs even though they don't relate.

Pretty Picture Collage :)

My first time using Photoshop, I made this 20 photo collage. Not too shabby if you ask me. <3

Sports

Unless you count dance as a sport, I don't like sports. No offense to anyone that loves sports, but I just don't see the point. I don't enjoy playing, probably because I'm the weakest and least athletic person on the planet. I do dance, but I only enjoy hiphop dancing. I dont like slow, morose, crawling on the floor looking up into the sky kind of dancing. Same with actual sports. I find no joy in watching men run up and down a field tackling each other trying to grab a ball. I don't get interested in tall sweaty guys run back and fourth on a court jumping and bouncing a ball, or watch guys hit balls with bats, or chasing pucks on ice, or kicking a ball in some grass. Noone in my family is a big sports fan except nascar, which I still don't like, unless I'm there cause I like the loudness but I still get super bored after maybe 30 minutes. But I don't see how my parents and other family sit in front of a tv for hours watching cars drive in circles. That's just my opinion though. I'm just a weak little 16 year old girl, so what do I know about sports, right?

What Should Happen?

Today we're supposed to give our opinion on what should happen to a person if they leave their baby in a car , especially on a hot day. OBVIOUSLY I think that's ridiculous and anybody that is dumb enough to do that need to be punished. They need to take their kid away, and get thrown in jail, even if they were only gone for 5 minutes. I don't see how people can do that. If you're a parent or watching over a kid you're supposed to be responsible to take care of the baby and keep it safe. I don't understand people these days...

What I learned yesterday.

Yesterday I learned that it sucks with both Matt Campell and Coach Larsen aren't here on the same day. I was too afraid to ask anyone for help so I spent the whole time trying to fix my picture myself and didn't get anywhere. I was very lonely and bored and I probably should of asked for help, but I didn't, and I don't know any more than I did on Monday.