One Thing I Want To Do Before I Get Out Of High School

One thing I'd like to do (by the end of the year, for me) is get a nice/decent part in the musical. Mrs. Bell doesn't like me and for the past 4 years of putting up with either getting no roles, crappy roles and suuuper annoying people, I don't think a good role is too much to ask for. She doesn't really know how much I am capable of. And not to be rude but after 4years of seeing/being in the productions, her casting isn't too flattering and I could do just as well as everyone else, including the leads. I'm pretty sure she doesn't like me because I'm quiet but that shouldn't matter because I believe that I am a good performer. I got a nice part in Guys and Dolls last year as a hotbox girl and I love love loved it. I would like a just as good or better part. Especially after getting NO part in the freaking fall play which I worked sooooo hard to get!! It was the first time I actually felt confident, even though I was terribly sick, and then I got shot down like no other. GRRRR. Anywayy.....It wouldn't kill her to give me something I've been trying to work at all this time in high school. Unless the musical they pick is dumb then I don't want to do it. Hahahahaha. Just kidding. But seriously.

I'M 18 NOW!

Sooo yesterday I turned 18 and I had a very fun and perfect weekend. I had a birthday dinner on Friday then I went to the homecoming game with Will which was fuuuun, Saturday Will took me to the fair and it was perfect and so so so so fun, and then yesterday Will was over all day, brought me donuts and pumpkin coffee, a lava lamp and some lotion. Yaaaay. Oh and then I went out to dinner with my mom, dad and Will and it was a lot of fun. It was so fun and I said fun like a billion times but that's what it was. So yay. :)

Free Press Definition

The definition of free press is politic related press that is not restricted or censored by the government. Compared to state run media, things are censored and restricted but obviously by the state and not the government.

What is Propaganda

Propaganda, to me, is like persuasive advertising. It's used a lot in politics and they're made to develope others attitudes towards something. Visually, they're usually obnoxious and ''loud'' to get attention and lure people into what they think others should believe.

Do You Believe Everyone Should Be Equal?

That's a hard question. I guess not, because no one is equal. There are nice people, mean people, insane people, smart people, harmful people, nurturing people... on and on and on. No one treats each other equal anyway, so there is no use in really forcing it to happen because it's not going to. Theres no way to make every single person act once certain way towards anyone. Instead of equal, depending on what kind of person you are, you should treat everyone nice unless they give you a reason not to which most people end up doing. hahaha.

Thoughts About Wearing Pink During Breast Cancer Awareness Month

Well, I'm a little hypocritical about wearing specific colors for awarenesses. Like I think wearing blue for bullying and yellow for suicide awareness is pointless because wearing a color isn't going to stop the bullying or reduce suicide rates. But I do like wearing pink for breast cancer even though it's not going to stop or get rid of breast cancer. I like it because I can tell people genuinely care about the cause. I also like it because it gives a whole month instead of one day. But I think we need to be aware of bad things all year round, not just one day or month. Every cause should have a week out of the year so every week we're taking part of something important. Wearing colors alone won't take problems away, but if it was a constant thing maybe it would drill into someones soul to the point of actually taking part in something to actually help. :)

Journal

So yesterday I was visited twice by the idea Gods... hahaha. I finally have an actual plan for after school. I mean I already had a plan, but it wasn't super elaborate until yesterday but it's still related. I was going back and forth between doind wedding cinematography and television producing but then I was enlightened haha. I am going to start a videography business for pretty much everything! I will make little commercials for businesses' websites like hotels, apartments, restaurants, and hospitals along with providing them with slide shows of their facilities to play in their offices. Then, along with businesses, I will do personal things too and providing DVDs now that I know how to publish DVDs and make DVD menus thanks to Mr. Larsen! :) This way, I can still work with weddings by doing slide shows for them but then I thought of a gift plan for weddings and baby showers! So this would mean for anyone who was going to a wedding or baby shower, or even if they couldn't make it, I could meet with all of the people and they could give ''well wishes'' to the newlyweds or the new parents and then the DVD would be the gift! :) I can also publish DVDs for parties, or go to high schools to film their dance concerts, fall plays, and musicals. I am so excited and I think it's an awesome idea. It gives me the variety I would want, instead of just working with weddings all the time. Then if I get bored with that then I can go into crime scene photography because for a long time I wanted to work on crime scene, so that works out perfect! :) Then, I came up with ANOTHER idea for home. Will is going to culinary school , so I can totally make him a cooking channel on YouTube and then give him like a blog that I can run, and that can be how we make our extra money during college. :) Sooo I told my mom this, and for my first practice thing for a website commercial, my mom is going to set up a meeting with her CEO and me to talk about it and hopefully set it up! She knows he will let me, so I'm excited to get a head start to make sure my idea actually has some promising value haha. and if this seems to be promising, instead of blowing a ton of money on Film School, I might only take a couple related classes here and there to help me improve my skills since degrees aren't even promising or even needed anymore. If you're skilled, you will have a nice future no matter what. Being smart isn't enough these days because anyone can get a degree. So I might have to tweak my college plans a little bit. But I'm really excited! :) Life is so exciting!!