W E D N E S D A Y

I have no idea what to talk about. Like, at all. Oh I know...it's my dads birthday! I hope my grandma will come down from Black Canyon City for a birthday dinner. :) She did last year and we went to Olive Garden. :) Ummm... My birthday is almost here too. In a like a month and a week. I'll be 18...yay? haha.
I want to go to the fair with Will for my birthday...and Homecoming is the weekend of my birthday. So hmmmm! We'll probably still end up going to both haha. I also want to go to the Old Spaghetti Factory for my birthday. So we will see how that all goes. It's weird to think that I'm a senior. My mom is moving to Hawaii soon so I will be moving out and to Scottsdale for college. All weekend she was talking about what furniture I could take and all that. She already assumes I will be living with Will... which is good I guess cause then I don't have to like ask or feel weird about telling her I want to live with him. But she's cool with it so we will see how that goes, too! Fun stuff bro. Senior year bro. Yay bro.

What I Know About The Attacks of 9/11

I know that it was INSANE and ruthless. Now that I'm trying to explain it I don't really know how to. I know that the middle east (Al Qaeda?) was in charge for it and it took a very long time to find Osama Bin Laden and Sadam Hussein and kill them. Last year was the first time the event actually hit me. I mean I was hurt by it and I was aware of it but last year I allowed myself to look up dozens of videos, interviews and pictures and I was the reality finally dawned on me. It took 10 years but then again I was only 6 when it happened. I remember that day though. I woke up and wondered why I wasn't woken up to go to school and when I walked into the living room my grandma and grandpa were just standing in front of the TV just staring at it. I remember seeing the TV but not comprehending what was going on even though they explained it to me. Now throughout the year I still watch videos and allow myself to grieve, now that I am old enough and realize the effect. It's so terrible and I can't imagine (again, since I was only 6) all of the terror the country developed the moment all he chaos emerged. In a way I wish I was older when it happened. It sounds weird but if I was older then I could've known what it was like in the moment and not be impacted 10 years later even though the hurt would still be present either way.

My Weekend

So over the weekend I did a lot of driving in my new car! I feel like I drove forever though. I ended up driving to downtown Glendale to donate some stuffed animals to the Glendale Fire Department. It was such a cute donation because what they do is gather all of the animals and store them in their fire trucks and if they go to a call involving kids, they can comfort them with an animal! :)

Soooo yeah I drove so much haha. It was pretty interesting and I actually feel like a teenager now haha. Its about time, considering that I'll be 18 next month. It's soooo weird! I feel like I should still be 14. I'm excited about the future though! Life is so exciting. :)

I got my first car!

I know I already wrote about buying my first day, but now it's actually home! It had to be in the shop but I got it Wednesday night. It's so cute and I got to show Will yesterday. :) I like it a lot!

So I really want to get into photography. I'm in love with videography which is why I am in here and what I want to as a career but I think photography would be suuuper cool and a really good thing to do on the side. So I might as well get into now-ish. :) I'm looking at like weeding photography portfolios, which would be super fun. And if I'm still with Will I can do food photography, design his menus and make commercials for his restaurant! Doesn't that work out great? And if we wanna get super creative I can produce him a cooking show. That'd be so fun. :) Life is exciting!!

Discipline could mean a lot of things. I take it as a set up structure for yourself. I also take it as the morals and standards you have for yourself. If you don't have discipline its really easy for you to slip and start getting off track of life or just simple goals you have set yourself to.

Weeee!

So yesterday.....

 I BOUGHT MY FIRST CAR!

Well my mom bought it, but still... it's my first car. :)

It's pretty exciting and I should have it home tomorrow or Friday cause its in te shop getting its air conditioning fixed. Then it's all mine! Yay!

I really wish I had my lisence though... I won't have it until December cause I just got my permit in June. But that can be like my Christmas present ro myself I guess haha.
Yaaaaay!

Weekend

Sooo it was a 3 day weekend. Obviously.

So Friday night I took WIll out to Le Chalet for dessert. We had a strawberry chocolate ganache crepe, and we got chocolate fondue which had strawberries, apples, cream puffs and brownies! It was soooo good. :)  Then we spent two hours in Walmart just walking around looking for snuggies hahaha.

Saturday wasn't too exciting. Will came over for dinner and we sat around wondering what to so forever and we never did anything. Typical. :)

Sunday I saw my dad for the first time in like a month. We went out to lunch and then I went to his house for like 25 minutes before he got called into work. He's going through a lot with his stupid girlfriend so thats all he talked about sooo it wasn't a very happy time. But then Will came over and we made a ''welcome home'' sign for my mom cause she came back from Hawaii that night! :)

Yesterday I spent the day with my mom. We went to Chipotle for lunch and then afterwards we went to Barnes and Noble. We had lotsa fun in there, maybe too much fun for being in a library. Then we went home and started putting together our apartment since we moved 2 weeks ago but never really unpacked. Then we went to Panda Express for dinner. :)

blahblahblah yay.