Favorite Actor/Actress...

I really don't have a favorite actor or actress. I basically like anyone who does a lot of comedy like Kristen Wiig and Maya Rudolph...I feel bad for not having anything to say for this... I'm not much a movie person. I'd rather film, make and edit them. Hahaha. :)

Favorite TV Show

My favorite TV show is ELLEN!! :) I love Ellen haha. I love coming home, getting comfy, getting a snack and then just relax and watch her show. Being on her show is my dreeeaaam! She's just so weird and super funny and I totally want to have a show just like hers when I grow up. I'll list some other TV shows I watch because otherwise I will ramble on about Ellen forever.

I likeeee
- Long Island Medium
- Married to Jonas...hahahaha
- Full House!!!
- Saturday Night Live
- Teen Mom even though it's over now
- Jersey Shore and I don't care what anyone says, I find the show amusing. So get over it. hahaha

My Weekend

So my plan for Friday was to fill out all of my applications and take them to the places and fill up enough time until 3 o'clock when Will got out of rehearsal. So I did that and I turned in about 5 applications. So as far as plans with Will went, we were supposed to go to dinner then carve pumpkins but after we ate, we forgot and went to the mall instead. At the mall we turned in 4 applications and it was lotsa fun! So Saturday we ended up carving pumpkins and it was Wills first time doing so. I think he had a deprived childhood because there are so many things he hasn't done, but then its fun for me cause then I know that he'll remember doing things with me for the first time forever! :) His pumpkin turned out really good and I'm pretty sure he had a lot of fun! Yesterday was terrible and it was suuuuch a long day. I layed there forever and had very bad and random anxiety. I didn't feel good so I just layed there like a bum all day. And I was in a bad mood and I still am but oh well. I'm just ready for this week to be over because this week is going to suck for reasons I'd rather not talk about because there is a good chance I'll cry. So yeah. Yay. Woo. Stuff.

Where I Get My Belief System

I get my belief system from nothing but my crazy mind. My dads parents are really really Christian and religious so until 2nd grade I was in a Christian school. My mom and dad aren't religious though, so once my dads parents stopped being so pushy with how to raise me, we stopped going to church. I have no ''religion'' really. I don't have time to waste believing in something that might not even be beneficial. I belive after you die, you're dead. You don't go anywhere. Your existence is gone. You don't go anywhere but in the ground or into a cremator... you're just dead. But I do believe in spirits :) .... hahahaha that's unrelated but oh well. :) You're spirit can leave a legacy and live on but you yourself are nothing. That sounds so blunt, but it's true.


Here's my ''religion''... I have this exact canvas in my room! :)

Are My Parents Coming To Parent Teacher Confrences?

Nope! They're not. I feel like parent-teacher conferences are for students how are troublesome or doing poorly academically. I fall into neither of those categories. I'm pretty sure if we were to come for conferences we would just hear ''She's doing well with her work, she's quiet, and there's nothing to worry about'' from all of the teachers. So it's kind of pointless. And if a teacher thinks I can do something to improve myself, they can just tell me in class. haha. It would be nice to talk to all of my teachers with my parents but it'd be a waste of time to the teachers because they probably have really important and necessary confrences to take care of. Weee.


So I'm excited for after school cause my grandma, mom and I are going to Ginger for lunch! It's a very yummy Chinese bistro place. And it's healthy, so that makes me happy since I'm trying to lose some weight. Then I'm going to drive around to take some applications to places. I spent a long time yesterday printing out and filling out applications online and on paper. So far online I've applied for 6 or 7 jobs and then I have 6 to take to places today. And I have a feeling thats what I'm going to do all weekend because I really want a job!!! I need a food handlers card though and Will was supposed to give my his practice study book but his brother lost it. Then I'm also excited to get my license in a couple of weeks! It all sounds fun and exciting so hopefully ALL of it will work out well!

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I am soooo tired. The wedding project was due today and I had to finish it up last night, but everything was going wrong haha. It was a really wasy project, just not when your partner leaves you to do so much by yourself. But that's still my fault and oh well. It turned out very nice so I don't really care. I'm just excited to go night night.

One Thing I Want To Do Before I Get Out Of High School

One thing I'd like to do (by the end of the year, for me) is get a nice/decent part in the musical. Mrs. Bell doesn't like me and for the past 4 years of putting up with either getting no roles, crappy roles and suuuper annoying people, I don't think a good role is too much to ask for. She doesn't really know how much I am capable of. And not to be rude but after 4years of seeing/being in the productions, her casting isn't too flattering and I could do just as well as everyone else, including the leads. I'm pretty sure she doesn't like me because I'm quiet but that shouldn't matter because I believe that I am a good performer. I got a nice part in Guys and Dolls last year as a hotbox girl and I love love loved it. I would like a just as good or better part. Especially after getting NO part in the freaking fall play which I worked sooooo hard to get!! It was the first time I actually felt confident, even though I was terribly sick, and then I got shot down like no other. GRRRR. Anywayy.....It wouldn't kill her to give me something I've been trying to work at all this time in high school. Unless the musical they pick is dumb then I don't want to do it. Hahahahaha. Just kidding. But seriously.