Biggest Test Or Project Coming Up

On the 24th my wedding project for economics is due. It's such a huge project but it's been really easy. It's a lot of fun too, and I feel lucky because I got paired up with a girl who I've known since freshman year. I'm glad I didn't get paired with a guy who either I didn't know, didn't like, or a guy who wouldn't help with the project. We have to get married within $10,000 and our honeymoon budget is $2,000 but the requirements are very strict and specific. We're about half way done but we only have 2 more weeks.

Current Events That I'm Interested In

I don't know any current events to be honest. The only one I can think of, if it even counts, is the elections going on...but I am not very interested in them hahaha. I feel bad for not knowing any... I feel pretty dumb too. haha. But it's so weird thinking about the crazy events going on worldwide and how corrupt and scary other countries are. I feel lucky to live in the United States and I feel loved knowing that hundreds and hundreds of men are over seas fighting for my freedom so I don't have to live like other unfortunate countries. And that is all I can think to say since I am uneducated of currents events. Whoops.

So I am a theatre director for the 3/4 theatre class along with Will and a girl named Megan and today we get to tell the class whose one act they've been casted in!! I'm so excited! I realized after I casted that I have everyone who I wanted to be in my one act haha. But today before we tell them, we are going to have a fake fight to make it seem like we're fighting over who we want in our casts. It's going ot be sooo funny! Ahhh I'm so excited. I really love my cast already but they don't even know they are my cast. muahahaha >:)

Did I Watch The Presidental Debate?

No. I was here at school ordering my cap & gown and graduation things, and once I got home it was almost over. I'm not sure if I would have watched it though even if I was home because at this point, no one can really help our country. We have gone down hill way too much, so even though Obama has done nothing to help I don't think Romney could do all too much either. I think we need Ellen Degeneres as a candidate. I think she is most qualified and more likely to improve our country with happiness and dance. I can only imagine how majestic and exciting the country could be under her power hahaha. In a perfect world, Ellen would be president. And that is all. :)

My Dream Last Night

   So I had the craziest dream last night.

   It was sad, creepy, and it was just weird that I had it. So in my dream I was with my mom and we went to New York to see the Twin Towers. In my dream, 9/11 was still an event that happened but the towers never collapsed and they were turned into museums. Every single thing was left in the towers- the plane, the people, the damage, the debris... it was honestly terrifying.

  So how it worked in my dream was you would take the elevator to whatever floor, and when the doors would open you saw the entire floor. My mom wanted to go to a lot of floors, but after going to 2 we stopped since I was crying because I was really upset and scared. It really creeped me out because we went on the floor below the floor that the plane crashed through and they had like a ''4D experience'' type thing. My mom and I didn't do it, but we watched. 
They explained how when the plane crashed through the floor above it crashed into a water pipe and flooded that floor, so as the people sat and listened to the story they had water flow over their feet.


   Besides the unrealistic ''4D attraction'', the dream was so elaborate and real. I saw the peoples in the towers faces and they looked so terrified. I saw them crying and hugging. I saw too much and it honestly made me really sad ever since I woke up... I don't know how else to feel from my dream except scarred. :/

After High School

   Yes, I have thought of what I plan on doing after high school. I plan on moving out in August with my boyfriend Will and working A LOT until I start the spring 2014 session of school at the Scottsdale Community College Film School, and Will starts the spring 2014 session at the AZ Culinary Institute.

   I know moving in with my boyrfiend sounds bad but it's not. It'll be a very good , exciting, and fun thing for the both of us. He has a bit of a rough home life (not too rough, more annoying than rough) and his mom is moving to Virgina soon after graduation anyway and he is so ready to move out. His mom isn't the problem though, it's his 23 year brother who comes and goes who is always angry, never had a job, a drop out and ALWAYS is stealing things. He causes all the stress on Will and so when their mom moves, Will knows he can finally feel safe and doesn't have to always hide his things and he can live peace like he deserves! Will is very responsible and his mom has raised him to be independent and do what needs to be done and he is very good at that. He does the majority of the chores at his house, he cooks every meal, etc...
   I don't have a tough home life at all. I'm an only child and I guess you can say I'm a bit spoiled...thankfully I'm not a bratty spoiled person who takes all of the favors that are done for me for granted. I constantly feel bad that my parents and grandparents literally do everything for me and they do it so much to the point where sometimes I to beg to do things myself. I'm excited to do things without being questioned or having someone step in to help. Like, I literally cant start making pancakes without being mobbed by whoever I am with (my mom, or grandma, dad, or grandpa) by trying to do it for me.  I can finally start being a grown up, or at least feeling like one. I don't want to be babied anymore. I need to learn myself.
Will and I, I feel, will be a good combination of home-bodies since we hold a nice mix of home backgrounds and responsibilities. :)

   Plus we have been together for over 2 years, we are ALWAYS happy, we have never fought, we always have fun, we're mature (enough), we handle things super well, and we just have a very special relationship. Our parents are happy for us and they are fine with us living together because they know it will be a great experience for the two of us. :)

What I Would Want As A Gift If My Birthday Was Next Week

Well... my birthday is in 2 weeks soooo... hahaha:)
Um.. to be completely honest, the best gift I could be given is a JOB!!! I'm not even joking. I want a job so bad. I need one before November so I can get Hawaii tickets for the summer! I just want to feel like a big girl... hahahaha. I want to save my own money and have something to do and get rewarded for it. I won't feel bad for asking for things anymore.

Okay but lets be creative. As a REAL gift, I would looove a really nice camera. I'm a video person but I really want to get into photography too! So obviously a camera could be helpful... But I hate when people spend money on me so in all honesty, I just want to be woken up with like donuts or cinnamon rolls... hahaha:) I am very easy to please!